Strive and strive
Far away are my kin
Glimpses I find of Absolute Truth
My arms and legs are thin
Suppress my hunger,punish my body
Chafed are my heels from walking
Like a mirage,I lose what I find
My father should know me the king
I see no one as I find visions
Of how it all unfolds
I am frail now, on the verge of death
My destiny,flustering and cold
My skin love my bones
And my heart it softly quakes
I am an utter failure now
When an insight awakes.